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Living with OCD entry #5

21 Jan

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Dear OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder),

It was never easy living with you. You entered at every phase and every moment of my life. You are like a companion. But you give a lot of trouble. Sometimes I think that it is my fault that I have let you grow and nourish inside my head. I watered you like you were some kind of plant in my brain. And when I tried to stop it was  too late. You were grown up by then and it was difficult to suppress you. I can control you sometimes but in tough situations I panic and you take control over me. Maybe if I don’t panic , I will have some control but my brain kinda stop working. It becomes almost impossible to stop you then.

I can’t take medicine because of the fear of getting addicted. I will try therapy and see what happens.

P.S. I beg you to leave me alone.

Yours,

Bariyah

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Posted by on January 21, 2015 in life with OCD, living with OCD, ocd

 

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One response to “Living with OCD entry #5

  1. bariyah faisal

    January 21, 2015 at 8:08 am

    Reblogged this on Rainbows and storms and commented:

    This post first appeared on my other blog “Living with OCD and Depression”

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