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Living with OCD entry #4

07 Jan

Dear Diary,

I am doing great for the past few days after the happy news of my admission. I topped the merit list. The depression hasn’t stuck me and I am quite relieved. But my OCD is still here. I think it won’t go away until I do the complete therapy.

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I can’t wear my “bad luck clothes”. They are the clothes that I was wearing when I heard some bad news. My OCD mind keeps telling me that if I wear them something bad will happen or worse, someone will die. This horrifies me. There is a pink sweater of me that I like very much but can’t wear because of this bad luck thing. Well, I can sacrifice my clothes if it prevents someone from dying. I know that sounds absurd but this is OCD. And this is the reason OCD is in one of the top ten disabling diseases.

That’s it for today, diary. I will see you later.

Yours truly,

Bariyah

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Posted by on January 7, 2015 in living with OCD

 

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3 responses to “Living with OCD entry #4

  1. Jacqui Murray

    January 7, 2015 at 4:33 pm

    That would be challenging. Can you wash clothes–get rid of the bad luck? Or do you have to give them away?

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  2. Danial Ahmed

    January 9, 2015 at 11:20 pm

    Stay Strong sister!

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